Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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Labels: Randomness, Usual ranting
The year is coming to an end yet again and it seems to end more quickly every year.
Now, It's time for another end of the year post.
2008 has been a really unexpected year. The most memorable event of the year would be the trip to China for my internship and the passing of my beloved grandmother.
If anyone would to tell me when I first enter TP that I would be going to China for 3 months for my internship, I would have die laughing. But surprisingly, I did have the opportunity. It was really an eye-opening experience that I will never forget.
Although it was only a short 3 months, I've got to see and learn new things that I would never have the chance to if I were to stay here. With independence, it brings responsibility. As much as I miss the people and life there, although I can't say the same for the spitting and foul smell of BO, I would do it all over again.
Then, it was my 21st bdae celebration. Man it was the messiest, busiest week of my life. And that, that is something that I would never wanna go through again. Although it was good to meet up friends who I haven't seen for donkey years but no thanks. I was so busy that I alnost died la! Plus, after the age of 21, I'll be forever 21 haha.
Then it was the passing of my grams. It was really hard for me to let go of her but circumstance needed me to. I cried so much this year that I am starting to hate the new me. I get moody when everyone is happy, when she was sick, I worry for her which does no one any good and then I cried somemore.
By now, I believe everyone is so sick of hearing me talk about her and I feel equally as bad when I have friends constantly telling me it's ok, we understand but it's just not right. I getting really naggy you see and it totally spoils the good vibe.
I still do miss her badly. Afterall she was the one I go to for extra hugs and kisses and when I was in China, I would call her and she would constantly ask me when am I coming back. Even after me telling her the date and day thrice. I know now that she is in a much better place with what the family is going through now, conflict and all, I'm glad she would not be seeing it for it would hurt her terribly. Therefore, I'm feeling much better now once it had sunk it.
Next, it would be me finally getting my driver license. Like finally can! I've spent enought to get myself a new mac book with the amount I spent for the lessons and test. Goodness. Now it's left to convince my parents to let me drive and me learning how to park without poles. Hmm maybe I can get 4 human poles for me to park? Volunteers anyone?
Finally, it would be xmas celebration. Xmas celebration this year was like no other. Gathering with coursemate in sentosa, had a blast with ball games and tossing of one another into the sea then it was getting drunk with cliques. It might be norm for some but not so much for me. I've been drinking so much this year which is kinda freaking me out.
I guess that's what 2008 was like for me. I had the worst time of my life but also the best. Isn't it what every new year would bring? What's coming up next we can only plan but what actually happens it's beyond us.
Resolution for new year is so overrated. Do we actually achieve any of it?
All I want for next year would be graduation and if things goes well, I'll be working for my college fund. Else it would be bank loan and off to SIM.
Happy new year everyone!.
Happy new year grams, I hope you are happy where ever you are, Love you!
The Whining Fat Cow
9:30 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
Throbbing headache, stomach cramps and a 2500 words report to be submitted next week!
I'm Dying here!!!
Can my new year get anymore interesting?
Happy-lousy-new year everyone.
The Whining Fat Cow
6:42 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
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Labels: Quote, Randomness
... of the moment."It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
The Whining Fat Cow
5:36 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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Labels: Randomness
Now, I'm back to being old and boring.
No more strange lion hair color.
Ciao!
The Whining Fat Cow
5:40 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
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Labels: Bimbotic Moment
Shit shit shit...
I've sent the email and yet they said I nv sent.
Then I realise I might have typed the wrong email add.
Argh!!! and she was so bloody fierce.
Sigh...
The Whining Fat Cow
4:30 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
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Labels: Birthdays
I suppose this post is long overdued, but here it is.
Too much have happened. Laptop crashed, reformated, Quiz, Major porject, term test, lose all my photoshop and now I finally got it back.
Ade, cammy, ser and me~
With Suba and Nanthiniy!
K607! with ah roy!
The East Viewen!
Qing qing, Eryn, Jacq, me, Esther, Amos and Bing wei
So that's all folks. No much words for I've let the pictures do all the talking.
Toodles!
The Whining Fat Cow
11:29 PM
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
So people, missed me?
Anyway, it's been 2 weeks since the day I cremated my lovely grams. Although I still do think of her frequently and crying for her, I'm getting a little bit better. It's all part of the route of healing and time is the only thing that can help.
I'm coping and I know I will be fine.
I love you, grams.
Apart of all this depressing times in my life right now, I think I'm getting along with my class a little bit better. Pray that things won't nose dive after me admitting it out loud. It always happen when I official say things like this out.
Just when we are all graduating, I am loving my class now.
Badmintons and arnoldchicken-ed right before our term test as it we have all finished our papers. Standing in 2 rows facing each other outside arnoldchicken saying "Thank you, bye bye, see you again" to people who just came out of the toilet.
Tell me, are poly student so stressed up that they go bonkers or is it just us? In my opinion, I think it's just us. Wth.
And right after our term test paper on Thursday, we all (all 13 of us) went town for Bolt. The movie was great with all of us singing ' I thought I lost you' as it's the only line we know. However, since we had such a big group, dinner was by the road.
Okay i'm kidding, we just got food and settled down some where outside for our meal. Pathetic, but fun. What to do when there is so many of us.
The picture of all of us without Shafiq. Ok I shall not be mean and post a full group picuture.
There you go!
All in all I had fun but it's a damn hard time coordinating with so many ppl. A really big Project.
So that's all for now folks.
Will be back soon.
Toodles!
The Whining Fat Cow
1:05 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
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Oooh guess what.
I've fallen sick again.
I failed my NAPFA by 15 sec cause of my 2.4 when I actually passed the rest.
Now I have flu and I have no idea shld I or shld I not go for a run tomorrow.
Next, I totally embarrassed myself on the phone due to some job application thing.
Ugh!
Plus I'm missing my grams every day and night.
The Whining Fat Cow
6:06 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008
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NowI'll say...
Good Riddance! Major report!
and hello~ term test, more project!
The Whining Fat Cow
3:55 PM