Sunday, March 30, 2008
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
Firstly, I'll have to say that I'm so proud of myself for sleeping at 10pm last night. The last time I self so early was what? Primary 5? Sleeping so early, would only mean 1 thing. Waking up at 7am in the morning. It's high time, I start to change my body clock back to the norm since my attachment starts next week.
Alright back to the purpose of this post.
Last Wednesday, went to Zouk for ladies night. Due to several unexpected events, only Cammy and I were enjoying ourselves. Not much photos were taken or should I say there were a number of pictures but I look like crap so I'm only posting some that looks alright.
The occasion after Zouk would be pot luck. Unfortunately, I do not have any pictures on it. All you have to do is picture 6 people sitting at a table with a table full of prawns, Humongous prawn, chicken wings, carrot cakes, fried oyster, mc nugget, sotong ball and 2 tubs of ice cream after all there.There you go, a picture in you head. Am I good or what~!
Next, would be Zieg and Gary's birthday and since their b'dae is just a day apart, we all met up on Friday. Had lunch at MOF at MS.
And there you go, the several happening event for the last week. It seems that this is a really super duper long post with very less words.
Whatever, I'm feeling lazy anyway haha.
Yes, yes the news.
Yup, I'm going for OSIP. My attachement would be in China where all the Chinese mingle. Everything has been confirmed. Mind you, it was no easy fleet. I have to fill up forms after forms and sign loads of document before the air ticket is ready for collection.
Just the visa alone, I have to complete it 4 times. Well, we were suppose to submit 2 copies but since it's so official, I was so jittery and pressured that I kept on making mistakes. I just hate official forms.
All the paper work that need to be done for applying visa and most of it are waste paper since I have to ask then stuff to keep getting me new copies to fill up.
This will be my partner for 3 month. She'll get to know me like no other, LOL. Staying together for 3 months. I'll just hope that there will be no clash of personality or any serious argument.Yup, I'll be leaving on 7th April. If You can't catch me by then, I'll be back real soon.
Toodles.
The Whining Fat Cow
8:30 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
I'm procrastinating because I am so LAZY!
And since next tuesday I am having a potluck party with the rest of them, I think I'll post it up after that.
Oh, right.
I've cut my hair and it's gonna look like crap.. I miss my oh so long but dry hair.
The Whining Fat Cow
3:00 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
I'm getting really self - conscious of me look like crap in pictures.
Yes, this is me shying away from the camera when Serene was trying to take my picture. Try not to focus your attention on my ugly black roots.There are several other which are DAMN horrifying. It's all deleted instantly when I saw it.
Anyway, after that mini outburst of me feeling trapped, let's just say it's karma. I forgot to bring my purse out, Serene was angry with me and everything just went hay wired. Imagine going to MOS without IC.
What to do, at the point in time, I guess I was just at my wits end and was feeling pretty desperate hence the outburst. My temper lately is all out of controlled. I get pissed, irritated and annoyed very easily which in turn make me damn annoying.
Obviously, cause of my being a scattered brain, MOS is postponed to this coming Wednesday and since most of us are out and some friends not turning up. We caught "Water horse" and had dinner.
I think "Water Horse" is too scary for kids. Bloody hell, I even got scare. My tolerance for horror/thriller flick is equal to a 10 year old. In the mids of the movie, I even cowered near cam whispering " I'm scared, how?"
So there, I'm as timid as a mouse.Alright got to go meet my mom in 15 mins and I have yet to change. GREAT!
The Whining Fat Cow
5:44 PM
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
The roots of all evil, Stinky evil little twit who is effing 12 years younger then me.
The Whining Fat Cow
4:01 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
Got back my results.
I'm actually surprised that I actually passed my MLS. It's the shocker for the year for me, sonce I did like crap for the term test scorring a single digit out of 50 for it. Friend who know me had a big shock when I told them that.
Oh well.
What matter most is that I passed it. Although the new GPA is as sucky as before or maybe worst, I'm just glad that I do not have to supp or remodule for anything.
Thank god for the little miracle.
Seems to me praying ferociously and plently of hardword for the exams do help.
Oh well, more news coming up. Stay tuned!
p/s: Is it impossible for a guy and girl to stay friends, after everything?
The Whining Fat Cow
12:42 AM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
How in the world do you know that you have fallen for a certain someone?
It make me feel so sad that I'm actually asking this question. It makes me wonder is my heart dead?
When I look back and try to remember when was the last time I had actually fallen for some one, I realize that it's been so long, way too long.
Times like this really frustrates me. It is I who push myself away from having a relationship and now, it is I once again looking and hoping to actually know what it is.
What do I really want?
It's really funny, how some people think that they are actually in love with you when they have only chatted with you online and able to seriously tell you I love you. It makes me wonder, love, is that so easy to fathom? Some on the other hand would cling on you no matter how many time you have made it clear making u trap and unable to breathe.
Even when you want to move on, you can't help to think and feel guilty about it. For hurting that very person. On the other hand, you cannot be with that person as for obvious reason, the feeling isn't there. If you are with that very person, you are obviously lying to both party.
Despite it all, somehow the person just can't stop being nice to you. This is the reason which makes u feel guilty and at the same time trap. You just want to scream STOP, but at that very moment you hold it back.
I wanna move on. I want to have a relationship without feeling guilty which in turn ruin the whole damn thing.
You're my friend, and always will be. Nothing more.
Please stop it. You are choking me. Enough is enough, before everything turns ugly. I don't like you in that way.
I just wanna be by myself. For now.
The Whining Fat Cow
1:08 PM