Thursday, February 5, 2009
Chomp MooOoOoo~ Chomp.
really upset with her parents!
Like seriously!
Am I always that unreliable? Am I not able to take care of myself? How long do they have the intention to keep me behind lock door for? Till I am 50?
Pissed!
Fucking Pissed!
Don't you just hate it when your friends are happily planning to go overseas for vacation, be it some place near and when they ask u whether would u like to go and you are definitely eager for the trip. Than your parents have to ruin it all by forbidding you to go.
It's freaking annoying and UGH!!! there is no words to describe it!
What is worst is that one of the main reason for not allowing me to travel with my friends is because, if they would to let me, my sister would follow suit.
So, tell me who should I be annoyed with? My sister or my parents or it's just my luck that I have overly possessive parents (which is still my parents). Or they are just dragging my sibs in so that I have be upset with all of them together!
Or maybe my Freaking ANNOYING brother for interrupting the conversation by saying I will only be allowed to go at 25. (It's SO fucking not funny ok!) If this continues on, even if I would to have all the money in the world, I would not be able to see the world till when I am 80 and dead!
Only then, maybe I can travel as a wondering spirit. Plus if after-life really exist. See, I can't definitely even do that!
I understand that all they want to do is to keep me safe by not allowing this trip since they are not by my side to care and look out for me but seriously! I'm fully a legal adult who is capable to make myself grow fats during the 3 months stay in China and them not being by my side not even losing a single strand of hair (apart of me brushing them).
I can't even travel to neighbouring countries such as Bintan, BATAM!!!! (can you believe it?) or Genting alone with friends. Not even Johor, mind you.
I have no idea how many times i have disappointed my friends, cliques and all, due to this.
I know, I am currently acting very childish and throwing tantrums like a god-forsaken teenagers (who I said I hate most). But can you blame me? And I believe if I would to bring this up to my mother, she would tell me "You are not yet a mother, so you would have no idea how we feel."
Great lor!
Win le!
How am I to argue back?
If by being the eldest in the family meant that I cannot travel or just plainly do stuff till my sibs are officially legal to, then u know what.. I doubt I can go anywhere till I am 34 when my brother is officially a legal adult.
Then thanks! but no thanks. I am willing to let thi spot up for anyone who thinks that being the elderest get the best in everything. More like best in taking all the blames, high expectation, scoldings, being the perfect (as perfect as 1 can be) rolde model.
You know how much stress there is?
I can go on and on an on ranting about this but it will go no where so I am going to end here and hope that I don erupt on my parents.
FREAKING-PISSED!!!
The Whining Fat Cow
8:37 PM
